It's Just So0oNali
#tbt to the start of cousins nights … lets have lots more nights that turned into mornings and friends that turned into family #cousins #cousinsnights #polarvortexparty #whiletheparentsareawaythecousinswillplay @sefalifelloffasofa @rinki_dink @leenabpatel90 @rooshroosh90 @facchini73 @tice91 @drmchsr15 #instalessdtang

#tbt to the start of cousins nights … lets have lots more nights that turned into mornings and friends that turned into family #cousins #cousinsnights #polarvortexparty #whiletheparentsareawaythecousinswillplay @sefalifelloffasofa @rinki_dink @leenabpatel90 @rooshroosh90 @facchini73 @tice91 @drmchsr15 #instalessdtang

If you want it, take it
I should’ve said it before
Tried to hide it, fake it
I can’t pretend anymore

I only wanna die alive
Never by the hands of a broken heart
Don’t wanna hear you lie tonight
Now that I’ve become who I really are

This is the part when I say I don’t want ya
I’m stronger than I’ve been before
This is the part when I break free
‘Cause I can’t resist it no more

This is my breaking point and I’m ready to break free… there’s only soo much I can take and I’m done…
 you want it take it, I won’t pretend anymore,
this is the part that I say I don’t want to 
I’m stronger than I’ve ever been before 
This is the part where I’ll break free because I can’t  take it anymore, I don’t want to any more, I can’t resist it anymore… 
 #breakfree #SOOnaliSOOhappy #TOOhard

If you want it, take it
I should’ve said it before
Tried to hide it, fake it
I can’t pretend anymore

I only wanna die alive
Never by the hands of a broken heart
Don’t wanna hear you lie tonight
Now that I’ve become who I really are

This is the part when I say I don’t want ya
I’m stronger than I’ve been before
This is the part when I break free
‘Cause I can’t resist it no more

This is my breaking point and I’m ready to break free… there’s only soo much I can take and I’m done…
you want it take it, I won’t pretend anymore,
this is the part that I say I don’t want to
I’m stronger than I’ve ever been before
This is the part where I’ll break free because I can’t take it anymore, I don’t want to any more, I can’t resist it anymore…
#breakfree #SOOnaliSOOhappy #TOOhard

Congratulations @hritz1087  and  Dave tonight was the best night and I’m sooo glad I got to spend it with you both! I know you didn’t want tonight to end, but this is just the start of your beautiful journey with your soul mate and best friend! I love you both and cannot wait to see what life has in store ahead of you!!! #seemanwedding2014

Congratulations @hritz1087 and Dave tonight was the best night and I’m sooo glad I got to spend it with you both! I know you didn’t want tonight to end, but this is just the start of your beautiful journey with your soul mate and best friend! I love you both and cannot wait to see what life has in store ahead of you!!! #seemanwedding2014

Summertime hammock chillin’ … #CT #hammock #summertime #family #relaxing #love #chillin

Summertime hammock chillin’ … #CT #hammock #summertime #family #relaxing #love #chillin

About that beach life #CT  #beach #family #familyeverywhere

About that beach life #CT #beach #family #familyeverywhere

Feeling Inspired

I recently read a blog by a girl I went to high school with and found out that people are not who you think they are. There is so much to a person that others just simply don’t understand. I have never been inclined to write, because I’m just not that great at it, partially because I had teachers growing up telling me my writing just wasn’t good (instead of teaching me how I could improve it), but mostly because I believe I think thoughts faster than I can speak them, yet alone write or type them. I tried journaling in middle and high school and even a bit in college just to get some thoughts out of my head, but I couldn’t get it all down fast enough. Most of the time to get thoughts out of my head, I just talk to myself, or on the rare occasion I find someone I can trust enough that will listen, I talk outloud to others. 

I have also recently been inspired by social media trying to empower women and young girls. I have for a long time now wanted this message of independent women to be the norm. After viewing the Always, #LikeAGirl campaign, I saw Colbie Caillat’s video “Try”. If you havn’t seen it I STRONGLY recommend  you watch it. ( LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXoZLPSw8U8 )  It has a very strong message, one that needs to be spread not only so that it is heard and known that women, PEOPLE, are beautiful just the way they are, BUT to also become just a normal thought. Personally I think it’s just sad that we have to be taught how to think we’re beautiful, or to love and embrace our selves, personalities, bodies, and minds. I think all people need to just be themselves and stop worrying about what others think about them. I also think these two outlets along with the Dove “Real Beauty” campaign, and Operation Beautiful are all messages that are geared towards young girls and women, are the perfect way to start a revolution to make people realize that they are good enough, and that trying your hardest, even if you fail, IS hard enough. I have a lot more thoughts on this and will try to organize my thoughts into several posts, but in the mean time, Let’s start a revolution : YOU ARE ENOUGH

Canoeing… phone-in-a-bag #iminacanoe #canoeselfie #sundayfunday #family #adventures #imtenshadesdarker

Canoeing… phone-in-a-bag #iminacanoe #canoeselfie #sundayfunday #family #adventures #imtenshadesdarker

Smiles make me happy… 100 day later I’ve finally completed the #100happydays challenge and realize its the little things that make me happy and that through everything I have 100 things that make me  happy and make me smile #100HappyDays #SOOOnaliSOOOhappy #SOOOhappy  #challengeS #4happychicks #100thingsthatmakemehappy #100thingsthatmakemesmile #behappy #smile #smileeventhoughyourheartisbreaking #smileanyway #completed #challengecompleted

Smiles make me happy… 100 day later I’ve finally completed the #100happydays challenge and realize its the little things that make me happy and that through everything I have 100 things that make me happy and make me smile #100HappyDays #SOOOnaliSOOOhappy #SOOOhappy #challengeS #4happychicks #100thingsthatmakemehappy #100thingsthatmakemesmile #behappy #smile #smileeventhoughyourheartisbreaking #smileanyway #completed #challengecompleted

[Your parents job is to teach you right from wrong and your grandparents job is to spoil you.] Even though my parents drive me crazy, and all Ba does is yell at me and act like she doesnt understand me, and MyBa spoils me like a baby, and my Dada and Bapuji aren’t with me in this world; I love them with all my heart and soul and couldn’t imagine it being any different. They make me nuts but they make me who I am. #parents #grandparents #family #100HappyDays #SOOOnaliSOOOhappy #SOOOhappy  #challengeS #4happychicks

[Your parents job is to teach you right from wrong and your grandparents job is to spoil you.] Even though my parents drive me crazy, and all Ba does is yell at me and act like she doesnt understand me, and MyBa spoils me like a baby, and my Dada and Bapuji aren’t with me in this world; I love them with all my heart and soul and couldn’t imagine it being any different. They make me nuts but they make me who I am. #parents #grandparents #family #100HappyDays #SOOOnaliSOOOhappy #SOOOhappy #challengeS #4happychicks